aloneandafraid

I would like to shout out to all of my family. The ones who loved me through childhood: Dad, Grandma Jackie, Aunty Ativa, Aunt Debbie, TT, Tobias, Bradly, Emma, Anthony, Uncle Levi, Gus, Grandma Debbi, Papa Lolani, Aunt Leah, Aunt Juana, Uncle Randy, Uncle Joe, Uncle Dave, Uncle Drea, Aunt Jo, Cadence, Paul, Kiele, Kameah, Teo, Shea, Mila, Gina, Eileen, Jeff, and if I forgot anyone, forgive me...
I would also like to shout out to the person who has hurt me the most: My mother, who has abandoned me, lied to me, hurt me, hit me, yelled at me, I love her. I have found that I could always forgive her, no matter how heinous the crime she committed was. But now, as she has taken the one thing that I knew I could not live without, I feel a hate towards her. Emma, my baby sister, wherever you are, I will find you. Mama cannot hurt you much longer. I will find you. I love you. Keep hanging on. Help will come.